Saturday, December 12, 2009


the last 2 photos of prom left (:
): i dont look nice in these photos..
It's Time...
what we could have been, 10:08 AM.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
i tried hating you for leaving me behind.. but i cant ):
would love to be your 'guardian angel' if i could.
but i know i dont have the power to be one.
im just some useless person to you ):
all i wish for is for you to stay out of trouble.
i think, that would be the best farewell gift..
what we could have been, 11:41 PM.
my job..lol. worked on saturday. meet up with idah and off to suntec. eat, brief, more briefing, wait for the people to come. okay...1st course. plate super freaking heavy. my hand cramp. the rest of the time, suffering. got scolded lots of times by joanne. and one time, i wsa right but she scold me. tell her i did the right thing, she checked.. ps. tsk. idah could see the agony in me from my face. XP finally end. sign, tkae bag, change. 36 bucks for the day. but then. we too dumb. never take out badge from the unfirom.. deduct 5 bucks. the skirt also we put with the uniform(not supposed to).. deduct 15 bucks. ): manage to board the last red line train. wanted to sms him.. but hand too painful ): was nodding away inside the train XP. saw this malay guy looking. ps!! then i knocked my head.. and they laughed at me.walked home. idah sleeping over btw. lol. walked barefooted. feeling very nice :D at void deck saw a cat. come closer.. Sayang!!! he still remember me <3 idah carried him home. reach home 1.30am. at home, super noisy!! wash feet, face and off to sleep.
woke up at 7. boil(?) water, check toilet for any shit(XP), went back to sleep. dad woke me up : sayang in toilet. bathed, get ready and off to aunt house for Aqeelis 40th day(someting like that). helped here and there.. slack. wanted to sleep upstairs.. but then they needed manpower XP. played with the camera. slack at playground. play this game. at first, play for fun. then got forfeit. the one who lsoe 4 times have to sing. lol. i kept losing! fatin too. i lost. and fatin was kind enough to sing with me :D embarrasing!!! the event ended. bring stuff upstairs. then joked around with cousins. sis asked kak lini for heels. then she took out all her heels. all very pretty! but her leg was small and only sis can fit into them. ): she got 5 pairs of free heels )): yea, then had girl talk. fun :D had family meeting for the gathering coming in 2 weeks time. :D he talked to me! settled, pack up, last talk, van-ed home.
what we could have been, 10:56 AM.